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24 December 2008 @ 09:16 pm
oh 2008.

bad decisions after CRAZY KELLY decisions !!!

becoming apathetic about where i am spirtually was/isSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

incredibly draining.

my head honestly just wants to EXPLODE when i sit back and think of this intense passion and fire that used to stormmmmmmm out of my heart and when it become hard to work for i ran and ran and ran and
ran and ran ran and ran ran and ran ran and ran ran and ran ran gosh i ran so far away from it
which has led to inSANITY!!!. day after day andddddddd night after night.

i see His beauty and i can taste it at times and i know its better so much retardedly better but i choose choices that are easier.
better or easier.

2009 oh 2009 please let me suck it up and make it different.

ps the last few months i've been at starbucks i go back to alaska on jan 3 which is great because i'm making -202304312 dollars a month at starbucks.